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Muddied Warrior

A knight in shining armor
Is wanted by none.
What use is a warrior
Who hasn’t walked in the mud?

Pain is a magic
All and awe inspiring
Until you start inquiring
And realize the world is not tiring
That the pain is not umpiring

Doubt is a lens
That makes an anthill a mountain in your eyes.
But if you step through the disguise
You see your heel can squash its size

Fear is but a messenger
It warns you of the bourn
You were made to leave and never mourn

When you are thrown to the wolves
Do like the ancient ones have done
And make them hunt for your prey’s blood

 
 
 
 

And as a look behind the curtain, here’s the first draft of this poem:

Pain is magic
All and awe inspiring
Until you catch the wielder in his tricks
And you realize you’ve been fooled
That the rest of the world moves on
And the pain is but a sideshow.

Fear is but a messenger
Warning you of the limits
You were born to push.

Doubt is a lens
That makes an anthill a mountain in your eyes.
But if you take the step
You will find you can put it beneath your heel.

When they throw you to the wolves
Be like the ancients
And make them hunt for you.

A knight in shining armor
Is wanted by none.
What use is a warrior
Who hasn’t walked in the mud?

From every arrow which you are shot
Take the head and add it to your scales
Til you have the armor to take the world

Moth in a Jar

Like a beast trapped and caged
I claw at the walls that I have built,
Defeated in this war I’ve waged,
Forever cursed to die and wilt.

Like a moth in a jar set by a light,
I can see what I want, but with all my might
I can never seem to win this fight.
The glass between I cannot break
For all I wish to take.

It’s right in front of me, all I long to save,
Instead I’ve just cuffed myself to the grave.
My struggle may forever last,
Smothered by the darkness I have cast.
Fear and doubt of the mask I play
Afraid of what I want to say.

Occupied, my heart waits for you to liberate.
Inside I’ve hidden my gold and jewels
That are yours if only you roll the stone away.
Break the ice of doubt and fear
And you my heart of warmth will seek to repay.
Through my fear I’ve surrendered tools,
Please take them up and extricate.